live life like you mean it

After watching the truly moving film, becoming jane.

just so you know, i just fell in love with the film. i rarely cry when watching any movies infact, its usually just watery eyes. and on upon of watching this truly madly moving and amazing movie i completly broke down. well boo-hoo. call me a cry baby. It wasnt that typical movie where you enter the climax and you just know whats gonna happen. it wasnt a predicitable kinda movie, infact it wasnt predictable at all. and that somehow made it frustrating. yet it was an overall good film. I reccomend you to watch it. I cried during the ending. believe me, it was sad. :( it really was a gasp moment. BUT i really am annoyed with the `Ye Olde English. i cant understand half of what theyre saying. subtitles and the english dictionary saved my life.

ANYWAYS

what i was trying to get off my chest. not like theres anything on it. other than clothes. O.o

moving on. after watching becoming jane, the male lead look really familiar. so i googled him. turns out he plays mr.tumnus on narnia. and going through the dude's filmography i came across this movie title.

inside im dancing

it was about a year ago, i think, when i watched the movie. i cant remember what went down in the film, but it was a touching movie. no, i didnt cry that time.

In Dublin, the crippled rebel Rory O'Shea moves to the Carrigmore Residential Home for the Disabled, affecting the lives of the residents. Rory is able to understand the unintelligible speech of Michael Connolly, who was left in the shelter by his prominent father many years ago due to his cerebral palsy, and they become close friends. Rory convinces Michael to move from Carrigmore to an apartment in Dublin, and they hire the gorgeous Siobhan to assist them. Living together with Rory, Michael faces a new world, finding friendship, love and freedom and learning to survive by his own. -IMDB

i couldnt really remembered what happened and how it ended.
but i did remember this one scene where rory brought micheal to a dance club. and everyone started to dance. rory was in a wheelchair. he couldnt move his legs. he could only move his fingers damnnit. but he said, and i quote "inside im dancing"

touching.

it was later released in the US with a different title, Rory oshea was here. dun ask why. inside im dancing sounds terrific and yet they changed it. idiotzzz.

love.

other than that. lifes been normal.  peace and im out!

we are hiding in a safer place

im home. and bored. and my glasses are blurry. i should get them clean. but im too lazy. i might just play a game of virtual solitaire. kids these days. they dont play with cards anymore. darn you bill gates. at the same time bill gates; youre my hero. O.o

oh wow. its been a week. a long exhausting week without my computer. since monday i have been in kl. i stayed in rawang, as always. i got my own room too. i got abt 4-6 hrs of sleep everyday. not enough! it was frustrating that no one in that household could leave me alone to sleep.every morning ill hear my mom yelling at me to wake up. cause we gotta go to my granny's hse to clean it. oh it was boring. how i wished it could just clean itself.

so. me and my ipod have been bonding. yes. bonding. i know, "thats impossible! how the heck can an inatimate object bond with someone." well, i guess im just weird like that. ive been frequently adding more songs and videos to it everyday. till it hangs. and i gotta reboot it everytime i try to charge it. i hate it. but i still love it.

see. dont bother to understand this post. its pointless. brocolli tastes better than this. and i hate brocolli.

if you're wondering what the heck is about that big JONAS BROTHERS post thing. it was just out of boredom. ive got nothing to blog abt so i post jonas stuff. not that im saying jonas is unimportant. i love jonas. you should love jonas. theyre jonas-tastic.

i cant stand it staying in the house. i wanna go out so bad. so mcr was here in malaysia. everybody's making it such a big deal. owhman. the black parade. pfft. it wouldnt be a parade if i wasnt there.. HAHA. lol.. narcisstic much? haha. i was joking ok.

for those of you who have a myspace. add me. if you dont. go get one and then add me. haha. myspace.com/elreena26

soo now. im gonna end this post. cause it reeks of bad french fries. and its almost 3 am.

. x & os. big O lil x lil o big X .    whoa. nachooooo! ;d

heartattack yesterday

tell me why
now that im leaving you missing me
tell me why
when i loved you you hated me
tell me why
now that i moved on you wanting me
baby but its too late now
i dont wanna go back to yesterday

no i dont. so yea. my bday is coming up. not looking forward to it. not at all. cause im not celebrating it. again. ill prolly just go and watch a movie and go eat at some restaurant.  i havent blog for a while. this place seems to reek of sucky lifeless odour. if only you could smell webpages this page would prolly stink like an unwashed uniform. yes, that bad

oh. and no, i didnt get a heart attack yesterday. its just a metaphore peeps.

so i pretty much spend my day like every other day. waking up at 3 in the evening going to sleep at 7 in the morning. spend my time going through youtube and myspace and downloading boybands into my ipod. like i said, normal

the other day. i cut my hair. i cut my own hair. it was awesome. i never knew that i had the guts to do that. so my hair is pretty much... me. im a genius. shhhh. thinking of putting some awesome dye in it. also. i pretty much gotten handier with the scissors and the needle. i took all my old tshirts and cut them all up. currently thinking of making a hoodie. O.o. i dont know how and why, but im bored. sue me

add me yo. myspace.com/elreena26

love. elreena. that heavyduty dreamer who loves boybands and becoming jane.

Got this feeling beating through my heart
and it wont go away
Cause this pain beating in my chest
i could collapse at any minute
doctor, wont you
please pescribe me something
strong enough to take this pain away
bacause of you im feeling this way
you give me symptoms of a heart attack

So much for an update?
i guess not

taged by via.

1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
.mesin tersebut kpd pekerja-pekerja baru;-guru. [kamus dewan]

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
.teh book rack

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
.standing still

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
.8.20p.m.

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
.8.25 p.m [whoa!!].

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
.my sis's anime music

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
.when i got back from kokum. like arnd 5

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
.olivia's blog

9. What are you wearing?
.big tee and shorts

10. Did you dream last night?
.yea. i forgot what it was

11. When did you last laugh?
.just now. with my sis

12. What are on the walls you are in?
.baby pictures.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
.nope

14. What do you think of this quiz?
.just another way to waste my time; while waiting for that scan

15. What is the last film you saw?
.Transformer [cinema] Firehouse dog [dvd]

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
.well depends. if u asked me last night, id say a nice comfy bed. if u asked me this morning; id prolly spend on a nice warm jacket. if u asked me again. now. id say id buy a big truck of double swiss mushroom burgers from burger king. :DD yummmmm. oh and if you ask me tomorrow. id say one big black hole. if i could lay my hands on one

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
.i think kuzco is gay

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
.id make the world FLAT instead of round!! srsly. id like to stop poverty. and war. and i want superpowers. and ill use my abilities to make pluto a planet in our solar system once again.

19. Do you like to dance?
.yeah. dancing is a fun way to express emotions

20. George Bush:
.is hiding behind a BUSH. to hide from his dog, doggy BUSH that likes to pee in the BUSH??? :D

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
. *ask me in about 10 more years* .......

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
.what is up with you and my future children???

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
. yeaa. that will be fun

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
. id say "allahuakbar" :D

25.Tag six people who must also do this in their journal:
. BLAH

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